Well, well, well...

I do not know why, but I know that I was tired lately.  I lost the motivation to study, I know it is important, and I know  I need to do it, but I still didn't do enough reading, and studying.  Actually, I have been sleep a lot and watched NBA playoff games.  What's wrong with me?  I have been counting the days off school.  There are so many things in mind, and I just couldn't do it.  Oh, my God! What I am doing?

Well... I guess I had enough fun, and time to have some real work done! Pray for me if you read this please! Now, I guess I am ready for another round of reading.

This is my time!

It is a late night, I know it should be my bed time.  Well... I just love to share a good feeling about me.

I really feel it was so awesome at night listening music and take out my journal and write something.  It is a good time for myself; I own 100% of my own.  I feel that I have everything I need.   I feel that I have the world, and  if I could, I'd love my o'clock stop at this moment for good.  I love writing my journals, and inside, I can write whatever I want to; I can be a real Bo.  Haha... do not say I am cheating in real life, no I am not.  You are seeing a real Bo about 90%.  Wouldn't you have that 10% of time stop what you want to say/do just because of... those kinds of weired reasons/excuses that you can't say or do.  Yes, I am sure it happened everyday.  So, I have my own shelter, place to talk, to share, to be myself. 

I love listening music and write my journal; it make me think, cry, smile, enjoy... It is my world, and whenever I looked back and I know "Oh, wasn't that really happened?" "Oh, how could I forget this".  Haha... I always say "writing journal is just like smoking, once you have it, it is so hard to quit; the only different is once you quit, it is so hard to pick it up".

Bless all!

I thought I want to say something, but I forgot...  Haha... Isn't that awesome? 

God has been really loved for a lot, and I am trying to stay away from troubles.  Finally, I realize that I am the trouble-maker, how can I run away from myself. I am the problems, how can I avoid problems.  haha... well... I accept the truth, so, I am ok, I need to solve the problems now.

Oh, I remembered what I want to say. Both of my professors were in the hospital on the same week.  Isn't that something?  It means all of my professors are in the hospital in the same time. I don't know, I will have class tomorrow or not?  Pray for them.